I’m a city bus driver, and I found a bag of meth. Gotta say I was tempted. Take a week off work and have a little meth-cation. But it’s such a gnarly drug, not worth it. Shit just highjacks your brain. I hate to say Nancy Regan was right about anything, but just say no to that shit.
But I did get to walk into the supervisors office and shake a bag of meth and loudly ask if he was a “cool” supervisor, and if he wanted to party. Not everyday you can flaunt a bag of hard drugs in the work place. Was a fun day.
the thing with long term depression, no amount of consequences seem real compared to the promise of feeling any positive emotions for a few minutes.
the main reason I didn’t try it is because I fear all the consequences and also I fear that I won’t feel anything good from it. tried other drugs like weed and shrooms and they are all disappointingly meh, I think my brain might be immune to some drugs. tried a dose higher than a hero dose and all it did is keep me awake with no other effects. it was annoying.
You’ll thank yourself later. I sat next to an addict in the train today. Felt nothing but pity for that poor soul. It’s a great way to become a bad rolemodel, if you have such aspirations.
Sometimes it feels like our life’s are not our own. We’re just cog wheels in the machines of society. Than you look at a person like that and you realise that you’ve got it pretty good, all things considered. We do have a lot of control of our own lives, but we take most of it for granted.
I know that, but damn, long term depression and general shittiness of life can hit hard. I would likely do anything for a hit of dopamine, to just fell like a human again, for just a moment. Hopefully me therapist doesn’t cancel tomorrow again
someone on Grindr offered to do meth with my.
God I was tempted.
I’m in a low point in life, and that I was so tempted, I sometimes hate myself for turning them down
I’m a city bus driver, and I found a bag of meth. Gotta say I was tempted. Take a week off work and have a little meth-cation. But it’s such a gnarly drug, not worth it. Shit just highjacks your brain. I hate to say Nancy Regan was right about anything, but just say no to that shit.
But I did get to walk into the supervisors office and shake a bag of meth and loudly ask if he was a “cool” supervisor, and if he wanted to party. Not everyday you can flaunt a bag of hard drugs in the work place. Was a fun day.
the thing with long term depression, no amount of consequences seem real compared to the promise of feeling any positive emotions for a few minutes.
the main reason I didn’t try it is because I fear all the consequences and also I fear that I won’t feel anything good from it. tried other drugs like weed and shrooms and they are all disappointingly meh, I think my brain might be immune to some drugs. tried a dose higher than a hero dose and all it did is keep me awake with no other effects. it was annoying.
You’ll thank yourself later. I sat next to an addict in the train today. Felt nothing but pity for that poor soul. It’s a great way to become a bad rolemodel, if you have such aspirations.
Sometimes it feels like our life’s are not our own. We’re just cog wheels in the machines of society. Than you look at a person like that and you realise that you’ve got it pretty good, all things considered. We do have a lot of control of our own lives, but we take most of it for granted.
I know that, but damn, long term depression and general shittiness of life can hit hard. I would likely do anything for a hit of dopamine, to just fell like a human again, for just a moment. Hopefully me therapist doesn’t cancel tomorrow again