• wonderingwanderer@sopuli.xyz
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    3 hours ago

    Ah, now this is going to need a spoiler tag but I can’t not say it.

    Actual spoilers

    I was SO UPSET when Bela died. It completely blindsided me. Like yeah, I knew she was in a dangerous situation, but she’d been in pickles before and got out unscathed. I had just finished telling myself that if anyone has plot armor, it’s okay if Bela does. That I wouldn’t be upset if she defies all likelihood and saves the day. Because she’s Bela. Ole, reliable Bela. Always there when she’s needed, always pulls through in a pinch. AND THAT’S OKAY.

    But no. They had to go and do that. I don’t know if that was Sanderson’s decision or if Jordan left it in his notes, but all I know is that I hate it. I almost stopped reading, I was just so mad.

    I wasn’t so upset when Egwene sacrificed herself to save the pattern, because it made sense. She’s selfless. She’s a hero. She made her decision and she had no regrets about it. That’s who she is, and it made sense in terms of the plot. I was sad, I mourned for her, but I understood.

    But Bela dying was just senseless. Terrible creative decision on the author’s part, and on the editor’s as well. Anyone who would complain about a horse having plot armor is a psychopath and doesn’t need to be catered to. This isn’t fuckin ole yeller or where the red fern grows. God dammit.

    I thought the only way to redeem that would be if Egwene came back with the heros of the horn, riding Bela. Or if someone visited her in tel’aran’rhiod and Bela was there. Or anything of the sort. But it didn’t happen.

    There was a hint that Egwene was tied to the Pattern. A small hint when her voice speaks to Rand outside the pattern. That’s when the grief about her death really hit me for the first time. I guess I had still been in shock about losing Bela when she first died, so I was kinda numb.

    Siuan deserved a better death than she got. I liked her and didn’t want her to die, but her death was so nonchalant that it just felt so unfair. Like holy shit.

    And then Lan got the death he always wanted, so bringing him back after that suddenly just felt so cheap. Like, if any of the main characters shouldn’t have had plot armor, it was him. How was he one of the few to survive the last battle, when it had been foreshadowed since at least the second book that he would give his life in his war against the Shadow?

    I mean I know people had to die. It was Tarmon Gai’don. If they got through it without losing any named characters, that would have been a creative mistake. But they didn’t have to lose Bela! Come on…

    Okay, soapbox over.

    It’s interesting that Sanderson was aware he didn’t do Mat justice. The self-awareness is to his credit as an author, in my view.

    I’ll definitely give him a chance. I’m willing to acknowledge he may have simply been out of his element finishing the story in Jordan’s world, and that his work in his own worlds could be better.

    I need to wind down for a bit after finishing WoT though. I’m not ready to start another series that will take me a year+ to get through. It would feel like remarrying too soon after a divorce, if that makes sense. I need time to grieve before I move on.

    I’ll probably read Earthsea next since it’s shorter and definitely within my comfort zone since I read some a few years ago and I liked it. I’ve been meaning to finish it ever since. Then maybe Ring World because it’s lighthearted fun and I don’t need to commit to reading the whole series in one go. After that I’ll likely decide between Farseer or Mistborn