This is me over the past little while. Was starting to feel a lot better, getting back into old hobbies that I have so much fun with. Problem is I treat basically anything I enjoy even a little like a drug. I keep chasing the high. I binge and binge, annoying people with my obsessions along the way… at some point I notice they’re fed up. I beat the shit out of myself for being so childish, and eventually put my hobbies to the side, fall deeper and deeper into depression, then the cycle repeats again. I am so tired of this cycle.

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