• alias_qr_rainmaker@lemmy.world
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    6 hours ago

    i just got out of a manic episode. i was nuts and i said some very mean things to my family, but we’re backl to being on good terms now.

    it wasn’t caused my LLMs it was caused by drugs (delta 8 THC, alcohol relapse (i’m a recovering alcoholic, used to drink 12-18 every night) also 7OH and adderall and ummmmmm

    I think that’s it. Look, being bipolar makes you love drugs. But I’m sober now

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      5 hours ago

      Oh I get that, being AuDHD I got issues with different kinds of addiction, right now I just eat a lot and smoke a lot of weed.

      Hope you finish recovering soon but I’m gonna be honest with you, drugs are not the only thing you can be addicted to and delegating research/tasks to a LLM can be addicting

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        4 hours ago

        right now i’m addicted to fucking my computer

        i mean

        i’m addicted to my fucking computer

        i’m still a recovering substance addict. basically alcohol and pot, but i also mixed in some other shit like addies and 7OH from time to time. i feel comfortable talking about all that shit because i’m sober now