I miss having a mask on all day at work because now I have to make an effort to hide my sarcastic faces again

I’ll feel like I am doing some cartoon shit with my face, but then look in the mirror and it’s not at all doing what it feels like I’m doing.

Edit: the expression

Me when my brain waits until family dinner to tell me the funniest joke I’ve ever heard, but only I understand it

That never happens to me because I’m too autistic to be aware of my own facial expressions. I didn’t even realize until a friend I made at 20 or 21 told me I could go into theater because I was so expressive with my face. That gave me a bit of a mini existential crisis. My face has been loudly communicating things to everyone all this time without my knowledge or consent? Wtf

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